This is the most depressing year for myself (since last 9th March). So many problems, so many tears, so many angst and scream, so many sadness and pain, etc. I’m really struggling right now. It’s fight or die situation. Yes I can’t give up right now, in the middle of this shitstorm this year I must really keep moving forward. And also I still must be grateful too because in time like this, there’re always people who always keep supporting me.

But God, if You will, at least let me shed my tears here.

And thanks, for the month that accompany me at the time I was born.


Sangatsu Kokonoka (March 9th) by Remioromen
OST One Liter of Tears

Lyrics by: Fujimaki Ryouta
Song by: Fujimaki Ryota

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de, Futo hi no nagasa o kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni, Watashi to anata de yume o egaku

In the middle of the changing season, I suddenly feel how long the day is.
In the midst of these quickly-passing days, You and I paint our dream.

 

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi o nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu

With my feelings on the winds of March,
The cherry blossom buds will move on into spring.

Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga, Sukoshizutsu asa o atatamemasu
Ookina akubi o shita ato ni, Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

The overflowing drops of light, one by one warm the morning
After a huge yawn, I’m a little embarrassed beside you

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kidzuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

Standing at the door to a new world,
I now notice that I’m not alone.

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai…

If I close my eyes,
I see you behind my eyelids
Isn’t that what made me stronger?
I, too, want to be like that for you…

Suna bokori hakobu tsumoji kaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hiru mae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nanda ka kirei de mitoremashita

The dusty whirlwind
tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
was so beautiful, I couldn’t look away

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten o oogeba sore sae chiisakute

There are things that don’t go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem so small

Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsuji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku o matsu yorokobi o
Wakachi aeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I’ll be happy

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

From now on, I want you to be always smiling beside me

 

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai…

If I close my eyes,
I see you behind my eyelids
Isn’t that what made me stronger?
I, too, want to be like that for you…

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